i can't sleep...

hai... it's the first time we ever had our major argues. hai.... not only you are sad.. me too.. i didn't expect you to compare with her. you should know that i treat both of you the same.

yes.. i know i'm partly wrong too... but can you put yourself in my shoes. how you expect me to feel when it happens so many time? i'm not blaming you...

just that sometime... i'm really really sick and tired of this...

i really dunno what to say... though i have heaps of stuff to say.. but i just dunno how to start.

yeah.. i should have told you.. but i didn't expect you to feel that way.. sorry.  ¶ 3:03 AM