bored!! super bored!! extremely bored bored bored!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing to do but just slacking. assignments are piling up when the weeks passes. stats are just driving me crazy. dont understand anything at all. food chem, totally lost in that sub. i think the best id microbes, kindof love the prac but hate to do prac report. cause we are just practically rewriting whatever stuff in the practical manual.

got heaps of stuff to say, but duno where to start from. i'm lost, confused, totally dunno what to do. arggggggggggg.. feeling so restless, been taking naps every single day, its very unusual for me. maybe i'm mentally and physically really tired? but its just the start of the year. and i been having really bad dreams recently. in one weeks, i dreamt of 3 person passed away and attending their funeral. is that a bad thing? and i dreamt of someone really close to me. hai!!!! ytd, just one night, i dreamt of 2 person who passed away. oh my!!!

i hope to go back in june. even though for 2-3 weeks. hope i'm going back. i used to think melb was fine, everything is good. but no longer, i just want to grad, pack my bags and off to my home again. yea. i just love sg, ppl might think i'm crazy. like i've got a chance to study overseas, but i dont really like it. till now, i still dunno whether did i made the right choice of coming here to study. sometimes.. sometimes.... i felt i made the wrong choice. really dunno. hai hai.. my frens are all in sg, and i mean real close frens. but being overseas, its just another experience, where i really see alot of things. broaden up my perspective. home is still home afterall. no matter what.

my friend told me this:" if your fren are able to tell you about your bad habits, those are your true friends." i really think is quite true. only true frens will tell you off, cause they think its for your own good. :)

went to melb moomba waterfest ytd. woohoo.. took 2 rides. it was fantastic. at that point, everything was gone, stress.. just totally having fun. i love the fireworks. just love watching it. its so much better then sg ones, esp the ending part. fireworks are always so hard to be seen, everytime seeing them, they would just disappear immediately. thats why we love it so much. ytd, while watching the fireworks, many things came into my mind. from sch, life, friends, love, everything. thinking about all those stuff. during that time, whoever came into my mind, does it means they are important to me? i think so. when the fireworks ended, its back to reality again.

when is the right time?? :(