went out with mel, ron and luwa. ron came down to melb. so nice. hes really enjoying his life, went to perth and now melb. hehe. alright. chatted about AIS days, about almost everyone from fel,imone,yeemon,richard,sangwon,jessica. and the stuff we did. just love it. dont have much assignments and test, yet we still can do okok. haha
having a super super heavy heart. no one seems to be able to help. i dunno whats happening to my life now, it just sux sux sux. heaps of problems, from assignments, test, everything. i hate whats happening in me now, nothing seems to be smooth. i need a place to vent it out. are all gemini ppl like that? last one was like that, now again? i realy hope its not. maybe its one side. i really dunno. i dont have the courage, just dont have. like what wh said, later it would be in awdward mode, isnt that worst. but on the other hand, i wanna know also. hai. why cant everything in my life be smooth? maybe thats the way we can really learn and treasure everything we get and not take it for granted. i wanna have a big cry, a big hug, a big shout. but i just cant do it. its all too deep inside already.
i may seem happy, but inside, i dont. no ones know except myself, or maybe not also.
i'm waiting, just waiting.
